Damn it, its happened again. Intentions start out well, but things get in the way. Eating kinda gets pushed to the back of your mind doesnt it? And if you dont eat for long enough, you dont really feel hungry anymore. This morning started really well. I had a bowl of cereal, then I had 1 and half bacon and egg buns. But the day stole my time, so the only other things I got were an Eskimoo (scrum!) and a handful of popcorn chicken. I feel so disappointed with myself that im not even going to weigh myself. I just know what little ive gained will probably be gone today. We were childminding this evening, I even got that wrong. Can you believe I couldnt even cook them a dinner right? Absolutely gutted. Things like that make me realise why natures given me problems. Quite obviously I cant even look after myself can I? Its all shit. On a slightly brighter note, Matt gave me my very first driving lesson today! Only the very basics, but how good does it feel to drive? I even managed to drive past a pedestrian without causing an accident :)
I know there are certain things that I cant control, but I have to at least try. I have to have faith in myself, if nothing else.
Tomorrow, all being well, Matt will be helping me get some photos of the skirt I made for my facebook site. I also have a few application forms to fill in. So roll on a new day!
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