Nothing ever changes

Sometimes its just not worth bothering with the day! I woke up bright and early (my version of bright and early!). I knew what had to be done today, but it all went wrong from the very beginning. For starters, Ive learnt that fabric conditioner really doesnt make a nice cup of tea. I called Craig, but he couldnt meet me in the morning, so i did my usual domesticatedness. Of course, the washing line collapsed on me. My clothes are doll size so didnt reach the ground anyway, however an item or two of Matts may have given a spider or ant a nice new home :) Matt did come home, but briefly. He only brought one child round, which halved the danger lol. now we watch them like hawks! A beautiful sunny day. So we took the guinea pigs into the pen in the garden. And today of all days, Charlie decided to make a run for it through a whole in the fence! Amusing to watch Matt jump the fence, though! Of course Matt left after a couple of hours, so I had to cancel Lucy, so you can imagine my evening getting less and less sociable. As time passed by, i realised I wasnt going to get to see Craig either as he had to return to Leeds today. I admit i had a brief scribble of my application forms, tried to make a call or two, and wondered why no one was there. Of course, its bank holiday! Totally forgot! So the job thing was all a bit shit today! Feeling like id swallowed a boulder, i went to the only place that makes you feel better - bed :) a couple of hours kip. So this evening, ive completed my form for the support worker role which is the one i want most.
On a brighter note, a huge thanks to Emma whos been a real mate today :) Thanks to her, ive been really thinking about what im eating. Admittedly a little gutted that a half tin of beans is the same amount of calories as a mini aero! So today, ive managed 3 meals for the first time in forever! And ive snacked! Im so proud of myself! A bowl of cranberry wheats for brekkie, half a bowl of pasta for lunch and beans on two slices of toast for tea. Go me! I also made a bit a bruschetta to snack on at around midnight as is my habitual eating time. plus aeros, bananas and tunnocks teacakes (cant beat them). So the grand total of my weight today is *drumroll* 6st 1lb 8. Which I think is fabulous. Now i just need the poledancing lessons to turn the fat to muscle!
So what does tomorrow hold for me? well Matt may possibly be home, for starters :) And Lucy and her fella Ryan are coming to Grimsby to see us, so we have no excuse to cancel now! Ive so missed having her around! Oh and whilst I remember, the opticiams. Cant really scam any more free trial lenses so looks like ill have to pay since my eyesight is shockingly bad!
All that is left for me to do tonight is tuck snooch in. For those of you that know him, i dont think hes too well. He seems happy enough and is running about as usual, but hes so wrinkly and bald bless him! So everyone keep their fingers crossed that hes ok.